Yesterday was one of those days when you feel so powerless. My mother had an operation yesterday but one, so I went to see her in the hospital. We talked a bit coz she looked drained, then she started feeling so much pain ( painkillers wearing off). I felt so helpless, I wanted to take away the pain, all of it, because she dosen't deserve to feel that pain.
Those are the moments that make me wish I were still religious.